Obedience
School
1.
I came home from work that day aggravated as usual. Another fucking
day of push push push. Mr. Timothy Perfection shoving his nose just as
far up Mr. Omnipotent Supervisor's asshole as possible. And those guys
in legal screwing my project so badly I could scream. And now I get to
go home to Miss Depression of 1999.
Gail was alright, I guess, but lately something had been bothering her,
she wouldn't tell me what it was and, damn it all, I could use a little
cheering up myself. I wished Sheila was around. A night in her waterbed,
with her legs wrapped around me, driving my cock up into her; that would
brighten things up a bit, let me tell you. I like Gail, mind you, used
to be head over heels for her. But it was kind of an intellectual thing.
We'd go to politically correct concerts and upscale resorts and even analyze
the true meaning of Peter Rabbit, for crying out loud. Finding Sheila was
like an explosion had gone off. We'd spend six hours making love to each
other without having analyzed a single damn thing. Then we'd run into the
kitchen stark naked, grab the first thing out of the icebox that didn't
run away, and eat it back in bed. Maybe we'd eat it out of each other's
mouths, maybe we'd smear it on each other and lick it off. It was so simple.
Sheila was just fun. I wished Gail was fun and spontaneous like Sheila.
I hoped Miss Miserable hadn't killed herself that afternoon.
But when I opened the door, there was my wife in the most beautiful
dress she owned; a sheer white gown with a lace bodice and a deep cut back.
All she had on underneath was the skimpiest, sexiest white bikini I ever
saw. I wanted to tear our clothes off and make love right there in the
entryway. But Gail backed away from me, smiling as she saw my imagination
working. She led me into the living room and handed me a drink. Normally
I don't drink much, but I thought I could use this one as I tried to figure
out what was happening.
I sat on the couch and Gail sat across the coffee table from me, on
the white recliner. We talked a bit - softly spoken, unimportant words.
I was mesmerized by her body, a warm golden brown, against the thin white
fabric of that dress. And her eyes, so green this evening, and her lips,
pursed in their most seductive manner. My cock was thick and hard, and
my balls were aching. I went over to her finally. I started to put my arm
around her, but she stood up, gently brushing my arm off, saying it was
time for dinner.
I helped her bring dinner to the table. We sat down, she talked, I stared,
she ate, I picked at the food. It was delicious. Had she made this before?
Gail cooked lots of things, usually after analyzing the salt, fat, cholesterol,
and calories of the meal. She cooked well, I'm saying, but like everything
else, it was as spontaneous as a clock.
After dessert, I got up to clear the dishes, but she said:
"No, wait," and got up,
brought over an envelope and handed it to me. I opened it up
and took out two plane tickets.
"We're going on a vacation, dear," she announced. "Sunny Las Vegas,"
and she smiled at me. I sat there stupidly, wondering why the fuck I didn't
have a clue as to what to say. What's this crap all about? Then it occurred
to me - this trip is obviously a well thought out tax dodge. She's been
worried sick the past few weeks figuring out the intricacies of the United
States federal tax code.
"...obedience school there," Gail was saying. I looked up. What the
fuck? We're getting a dog? She wasn't looking at me like we were getting
a dog. She seemed to want a reply.
"That's great, honey!" I exclaimed. "What kind?"
"It's called the 'Institute for Discipline'. We'll be there for four
weeks. You've got that much time saved up at work. After that, we'll handle
the rest of the training right here at home.
But the wheels were spinning in my head. Gail does not go to Las Vegas
for four weeks to train a dog we do not yet own, I considered. The tax
code could not possibly provide any incentives for this. I was sure of
it.
"Uh, what's this about honey? I was thinking about that idiot Timothy
Destruction for a moment and must've missed something," I lied. I gave
her my most understanding smile.
It was then she dropped the bombshell. She knew about Sheila and all
that shit, and she was gonna kick me out if I didn't go to this 'Obedience
School'. That's why she'd been brooding so much recently, of course. My
heart sank.
Gail did not want to kick me out, and she had analyzed things sufficiently
to know she would be able to get 62.2% of my salary, plus the house and
the blue BMW, so she didn't think I wanted to get kicked out either. Of
course, she was right. Money or no money, I'd known Gail since I was nineteen
years old and she was sixteen, and I did love her, and there was no way
I wanted to lose her.
What Gail wanted instead was the attention I'd been giving to Sheila.
She wanted to feel that she was more attractive and more beautiful than
anyone else, like the way I could make her feel back when we were kids.
And she wanted to feel secure that this time, my commitment to her would
be truly irrevocable. Gail said that as I'd grown successful, I'd needed
and wanted her less, until sometimes she felt completely unnecessary in
my life.
I knew she was right about all this. I was no longer the quiet, insecure
little boy who let a sixteen year old girl dress him up, feed him up and
feel him up every time he came home from college. The more important my
work had become to me, the less important my wife had become. Sometimes
she'd go to a party with my work buddies and not have anyone at all there
she could talk to. Timothy the Ugly would go over to her sometimes and
be nice to her, but he was nice to everyone, and it seemed simply patronizing
to both of us.
Gail was saying she had met a woman at the club recently who had had
a similar problem and been very pleased with the result of attending the
Institute with her husband. Both spouses must attend, she explained, just
as in an obedience school for dogs, so that the pet will learn to obey
the master rather than just the trainer. She also explained that phone
consultations were available for followup training after the four seek
seminar.
Being taken to obedience school didn't really sound like a very attractive
idea, but I had to admit that the sheer unexpectedness of it was kind of
exciting. And the thought of telling my boss that I was taking four weeks
off made me feel a little better, too. I looked at Gail and thought of
how much I loved her, and how much she was worth to my life.
"I'm yours Gail," I finally said. "This might be the wildest thing I've
ever done, but I'll do whatever it takes to keep you."
But I still thought a cot in the garage was a bit extreme.
2.
The next few weeks were pretty tense around the house. None of my usual
tactics for getting Gail to lighten up and laugh were working. She seemed
bored and unforgiving as we waited for our trip to Las Vegas. And, quite
frankly, it was kind of getting on my nerves.
Of course, I had told Sheila I could no longer see her. She was a little
upset but said she had thought it was about time for a change anyway.
When we arrived at the Institute, Gail and I were escorted into a large,
ornately decorated living room and told to take a seat. There were perhaps
a dozen other people in the room, reading, working and socializing. After
several minutes a stunningly beautiful woman entered the room and strode
towards us. She had full, shoulder length black hair, long legs, sumptuous
full tits, and a strong slender figure with not a trace of fat. She was
dressed in thigh-high polished leather boots, a black leather bikini, a
black leather corset, and long elbow length leather gloves. I felt slightly
intimidated by the woman's looks and her strong commanding presence.
The woman greeted Gail by name and introduced herself as Mistress Devonne.
She took care of some minor bookkeeping associated with our arrival and
registration. Then she told us she would be in charge of my training, and
called over two docents, named Craig and Dawn, who she said would be helping
her.
Craig and Dawn were both scantily clad, though their genitals were not
exposed, and both wore black leather cuffs around their wrists and ankles,
and black leather collars with the word 'DEVONNE' written in white lettering.
They were both quite good looking, and I found myself looking Dawn up and
down a number of times.
Mistress Devonne, who had basically ignored me thus far, finally turned
to me and told me quite simply to strip. I was stunned, and felt my cheeks
turn hot and crimson.
"Uh,..here?" I managed.
"You shall always be prompt and enthusiastic in following my commands,"
said Mistress Devonne.
I looked at Gail for support. Was this lady nuts or what? But Gail had
just the slightest trace of a wickedly vengeful smile on her lips and I
saw, to my dismay, that I was doomed. I began slowly unbuttoning my shirt.
Mistress Devonne reached out and gently stroked my hair, and then took
hold of one earlobe and began to squeeze and then twist it.
"Can't you be a little more enthusiastic, slave?" she asked.
I picked up my pace, and Mistress Devonne let go of my ear. As I took
off my clothing, I glanced around the room to see if anyone was looking.
"Holy shit," I thought with a sinking feeling. Several of them were
staring openly at me. But I shed my shirt, pants, shoes, socks and finally,
reluctantly, my undershorts. It only added to my embarrassment that my
cock was standing proudly stiff and upright, as if demanding the world's
attention.
"Now kneel before me, with your hands behind your back, grasping your
opposite elbow."
I dropped to my knees. I no longer looked around the room. My embarrassment
allowed me only to look at the floor. I knew everyone was watching. And
I knew Gail was enjoying my humiliation more than any of them.
Mistress Devonne then ordered the docents to outfit me with leather
cuffs and a collar just like their own. She snapped a leash onto my collar
and then told me to kiss her shiny black boots. I did so, my hands still
grasping my elbows behind my back. She then told me to kiss Craig and Dawn's
bare feet. I was dying with shame, but I seemed to have no choice but to
obey every command of this strange woman. Finally, she told me to kiss
Gail's pointed high heels. I crawled over to my wife on my knees, still
unable to raise my eyes to see her expression, and I placed one long wet
kiss on the top of each shoe. I then crawled back in front of Mistress Devonne.
"Open your mouth slave," she said. I did as she commanded. She took
my chin lightly in her right hand and leaned her face close to mine, and
then she suddenly spat into my open mouth. I jerked my head back quickly,
grimacing in disgust. Mistress Devonne angrily smacked my face with her
hand, and she said:
"Don't ever pull away again, you bitch."
She then led me to the center of the living room, where there were several
metal rings bolted to the floor. She clipped my ankle cuffs to two of the
rings. Then she wrapped leather straps around each knee and bolted them
to the floor as well, forcing my knees wide apart and causing my balls
to hang down freely. My stiffer than ever prick rose straight in the air,
like the target of a game of ring toss. Then I was bent over backwards
and my wrists and elbows were similarly clipped to the floor.
Mistress Devonne and Craig then escorted Gail, with her baggage and
my clothes, off to her cottage, leaving me hog-tied in a room full of strangers.
I was close to tears and shut my eyes tight.
Dawn settled down next to me and ran her hand along my cock. Several
seconds later she did the same thing again. And then again. Soft, teasing,
isolated, individual strokes. And without thinking I moaned. And then I
bucked against her hand, striving for more contact. And then I let out
another moan. "What am I doing," I thought to myself. "Getting it off with
all these strangers here." I opened my eyes and, upside down, could see
a man watching me intently. But I couldn't stop. Couldn't prevent it. Couldn't
help my moaning and bucking. It seemed that Dawn teased me for hours. Beautiful
Dawn with golden curls, teasing my cock. I was beside myself. She squeezed
my balls. The upside down man came over and pinched my nipples hard, and
then took a turn stroking my cock. I screamed in frustration, and anger.
I needed release, I needed to come. I bucked, straining against my bonds.
And finally, exhaustedly, I came in huge gobs, spurting over my belly,
my nipples, and a little on my face. Some dripped onto my balls.
Dawn looked into my eyes, shook her head softly and said, "Silly penises."
3.
Dawn waited several minutes after I came, and then began stroking my
cock back to life, and began teasing me again. This time, however, she
never allowed me to come.
After several hours of the sweet painful torture, the other docent,
Craig, reappeared. He released my bonds and told me to follow them, kneeling
upright with my hands at my sides. They led me down a couple of broad hallways
and finally into a large dining room with a huge fireplace. By this time
it was fairly late in the day, and I hadn't had any lunch, so the smell
of the food made me quite hungry.
I quickly scanned the room for Gail, both mortified that she might see
me like this, and hopeful for the reassurance of her presence, but she
did not appear to be in the room. There were a dozen or so people seated
at the large table, which was covered with food. Some of them were casually
dressed, but Mistress Devonne was dressed as she had been earlier, and
there were other similarly dressed Mistresses.
Also scattered about the room were a number of docents and slaves. Some
were serving food and drink to those seated at the table. One slave was
trussed up on one of the sideboards with an apple stuck in his mouth. One
was licking the feet of one of the Mistresses. Several were eating scraps
of food from bowls on the floor like dogs. One male slave, dressed as a
woman in a thin, loose peach-colored dress, was rigidly bound in an upright
position kneeling on his haunches, while bits of food were thrown and dropped
on him. The bits of egg, mashed potato, gravy, ice cream, and other food
had slowly dripped onto and into the clothing, making an incredible mess.
I was led over to the slave in the food-saturated dress. Dawn cuffed
my hands behind my back and said:
"Mistress Devonne says you are to get your dinner from him tonight,"
and she pushed my face into the slave's lap.
My instant reflex was to pull my head back to wipe the mess from my
face and hair, but Craig immediately smacked my ass sharply with a paddle
and pushed my head back again. I opened my mouth and took in a mouthful
of mashed potatoes and creamed corn, and began eating. It actually tasted
good, especially being so hungry, and I began licking the food off the
dress. I moved my head up to the shelf formed by the slave's breasts, and
then began licking food off of his neck and then his face.
My cock had been tormented now for hours, and so, despite the fact that
I had never had even the slightest urge to do such a thing before, it seemed
only natural when I impulsively ran my tongue over his lips. I kissed his
lips. He opened his mouth and I brought some food to it with my own. He
ate it gratefully. We kissed again and he stuck his tongue into my mouth.
He probed my mouth deeply, flicking his tongue. Finally I pulled away,
breathless, and returned my attention to his lap. I now found a stiff pole
tenting the thin material of the dress. I had never before touched another
man's cock, but I eagerly ran my tongue along the slave's shaft, pressing
against it through the sheer material. Then I heard Mistress Devonne's
voice behind me:
"You're going to learn how to suck a cock properly, dickhead. Push the
dress up with your mouth and get a real nice grip on that popgun."
I obediently lowered my head and pushed the dress up. The other slave
cooperated by raising his hips and legs towards me. I licked his legs clean
of food as I exposed them. Finally, the cock was freed and I greedily slipped
my mouth over it. I slid my mouth up and down the man's cock, and made
it glisten with my saliva. I took the cock deeper and deeper until I gagged
and pulled back. Mistress Devonne gave words of advice until I was finally
able to take the cock deep into my throat, covering it completely with
my mouth. I ran my tongue over it, under it, firmly along the bottom, around
and over the tip. I sucked and licked and bobbed my mouth up and down.
I wished I could grab hold of his hips and draw him into me, but my bound
hands prevented that. The slave started to let out a series of moans, and
I could feel the cock throbbing. I bobbed my mouth faster and sucked harder,
and flicked my tongue over and over, over and over, until the cock exploded
a bucket of come into my mouth. I tried to swallow, but gagged, and come
dripped out over my chin into the man's lap. Without waiting to be told,
I licked his cock and lap clean, savoring the taste of the come.
As I pulled away from the man, with my hunger sated in more than one
way, my hair, my face, my whole upper body was covered with sticky food
and come, and I suddenly felt ashamed and embarrassed. My cock standing
straight out in front of me only heightened the feelings. And I felt vaguely
like the slave I had sucked off had somehow taken advantage of me.
"Well now its time for dessert, I think," said Mistress Devonne and
she stuffed a large wad of bread into my mouth. I tried to chew it but
my mouth quickly dried out before I could get much of it down.
"Are you a little thirsty now?" asked Mistress Devonne. I could see
what was coming next, but I was powerless to stop it. Mistress Devonne
commanded me to lie flat on the floor in front of the other slave, and
she ordered Dawn to remove her bikini and squat over my face.
"Don't spill a drop if you know what's good for you," said Mistress
Devonne, but her order clearly could not be obeyed with the bread in my
mouth. Dawn let loose a gusher, and almost immediately it overflowed out
the sides of my mouth, onto the floor and into my hair. It kept coming
and coming, and all I could do was let it run over my face and try to keep
breathing. I started chewing on the bread again, trying to get it out of
my mouth, and it was admittedly much easier to do now that it was saturated
with warm urine. Dawn's bladder was finally empty as I swallowed the last
of the piss-soaked bread.
Mistress Devonne was furious with me for not having swallowed all of
Dawn's pee.
"Turn over and lick it all up," she ordered, wielding a black whip that
had a short handle and three long thin leather strips. I rolled over onto
my knees, my hands still cuffed behind me. As I began licking up the piss,
I heard a buzzing sound which was quickly followed by a stinging pain.
After several strokes my ass was on fire. I licked and licked as fast as
I could, truly regretting that I had not swallowed more of the urine in
the first place. Mistress Devonne's whip landed again and again, lacing
my ass with thin red welts.
Finally, I was allowed to rise to my feet for the first time in hours.
I was led by my leash to a far corner of the room and my hands were pulled
tight overhead by a chain that passed through a loop in the ceiling. I
was defenseless in this condition. Mistress Devonne stood in back of me,
rubbing my bruised ass. Then, without any warning at all, she quickly thrust
a large rubber dildo into my asshole. Several more thrusts and it was in
to the hilt. I felt like I was being raped, like my ass was just torn apart,
and I felt like I had to take the biggest shit in the world.
Mistress Devonne stepped in front of me. "I will be in charge of your
training here at the Institute for the next four weeks," she said. "You
may or may not learn to like me, but I guarantee you will learn to obey
both me and your Mistress Gail by the end of that time. You will not see
much of your Mistress Gail for the next few days while she acquires certain
items I have proscribed and receives instruction from me in their proper
use. In the meantime, I will be introducing you to some sorely needed humility
and obedience. I must inform you that Mistress Gail has told me of your
disgraceful past conduct, and has selected one of our most, umm, challenging
courses for you. As you are already discovering, it will be quite difficult
for you. But I assure you that ultimately, if you learn well, you will
be richly rewarded with tremendous happiness, satisfaction and fulfillment.
Mistress Devonne left the room, and several of the onlookers, docents
and slaves as well as Mistresses and others, came up to me, touched me,
felt me. Some spat on me. I felt desolate and alone. Mistress Devonne's
words seemed empty of meaning. How could this lead to any kind of happiness?
Dawn came over and hoisted the chain even higher, so that now I stood on
tiptoe. With food, spit, and urine in my hair and all over my body. With
a flaming ass that was being ripped apart by a huge dildo.
And then I saw Gail. She was standing in the doorway at the far end
of the dining room. She was dressed in the same mesmerizing white outfit
she had had on when she met me at the door that day weeks ago. She looked
in my direction with no sign of emotion. She strode softly, gracefully,
purposefully, through the room. She came over to me. She reached for my
cock and stroked it once, twice, three times and I came with a loud groan,
spurting out into the air.
Then she turned and walked over to the table, where she was seated and
helped to dinner by Craig and Dawn.
4.
The following weeks at the Institute blur in my memory into a seemingly
endless series of humiliating, and often painful, experiences. I was given
a variety of tasks to perform and was punished severely for the slightest
deficiency, and sometimes merely for my Mistress Gail's pleasure.
I can't, in truth, say that I had never seen this side of Gail before.
She was often decisive and could be quite insistent and demanding on occasion.
But I had never before seen her take such sheer and uncompromising delight
in anything. She seemed more vibrant and alive with each lesson she received
from Mistress Devonne, and she was an exceptionally quick and talented
student.
My own lessons were extremely simple; I was just to be an instrument
of my Mistresses pleasure. My mouth, my cock, my fingers, were simply to
do with as they wished. But their pleasure was in no way limited to my
actions. Midway through my very first session with Mistress Gail, she reached
her hand between Dawn's thighs, and pressed her back to the wall. She kissed
Dawn on the lips and then her neck. She slid her tongue up Dawn's neck
and into her ear. Her right hand caressed Dawn's left tit and then pinched
and twisted her nipple, causing Dawn to cry out in both pain and pleasure.
Mistress Gail pressed her knee hard into Dawn's crotch and Dawn ground
her clit against it, moaning softly, breathing rapidly. Mistress Gail then
forced Dawn to her knees in front of her, grabbed her curly golden hair
and pressed her face into Mistress Gail's crotch. Dawn unsnapped the crotch
of Mistress Gail's teddy with her teeth, and kissed and began licking Mistress
Gail's clit. Meanwhile, my mouth was stuffed with a cock-shaped gag, I
was strapped into an upright kneeling position on the floor, my ass was
on fire from a paddling I had just been given and my balls were immersed
in ice water. I watched in misery as my Mistress received her pleasure,
seeing her body shudder violently with the strength of her orgasm.
Throughout the four weeks of training, Mistress Gail often made love
with Dawn and Craig, and sometimes even with Mistress Devonne. Sometimes,
as during that first session, I was made to watch, bound so I could make
no movement or sound. Many times I was made to summon Dawn or Craig myself
for Mistress Gail, knowing full well that it was so they could make love.
Sometimes, after making love, Mistress Gail would have me lick her clit,
solely so that I would smell the odor of the previous lovemaking, so I
would taste the sweat and the come. At first, I felt this was a severe
punishment. It was not jealousy I felt, it was more like being forsaken,
being told, "Fuck you," by your best friend. After a time, however, I began
to see this treatment as a privilege; to be allowed to enter and savor
my Mistress's most personal pleasures.
As I strained to comply with the simple rules, I found a certain freedom
in slavery. I had no clothing, no personal belongings of any kind to worry
about. Wherever they tied me down and left me alone for a few hours was
where I could sleep. And when they let me bathe, there was always plenty
of soaps, razors, and lotions provided for me. I was free from having to
make decisions about what to do, where to eat. I needed to do no planning;
it was all taken care of.
Early in the second week, Mistress Gail commanded me to find five people
willing to paddle me, a task which was usually accompanied by much feeling
and probing of my entire body. I was shocked when the first several people
I asked turned me down and I realized that I would have to make this embarrassing
request of many people. But then I realized that I was only making this
request because my Mistress wanted me to, that it in no way reflected my
wishes, and that therefore there was no cause for embarrassment. You can't
be embarrassed about something that's not your responsibility.
And yet I still struggled against the simple rules. Something within
me refused to relinquish the desire for control.
And so I was flogged often, quite severely on a number of occasions.
And I kissed the feet of those who pissed upon me. And my sphincter was
stretched by ever wider butt plugs, dildos, and penises. But still my learning
was not complete. And so when Mistress Gail ordered me to lick the muck
of the horse stable from her boot, I hesitated for one long moment, and
I knew I would be punished.
I was led into the garden by Gail. After three weeks at the Institute,
I no longer needed a leash. My trainers would merely make some slight motion
or noise and I would trot along at their heel as quickly as possible. Mistress
Gail ordered me to lie on a grate of three long, thin metal bars. She and
several others bound me to the top of the grate, and then lifted it and
attached it to a wheel at either end. Below me was a pool of icy water.
Above me was the hot Nevada sun. A switch was turned and the grate began
rotating. As I turned, the contraption dipped me face down into the water
and then face up towards the sun. I quickly learned to hold my breath while
facing down, breathing in as I came out of the pool, the frigid water streaming
off me.
I was left turning on the grate for an hour and a half, until my flesh
was already turning pink. Then I was brought inside. I was tied with my
head thrust into a toilet bowl. I prayed that no one would need to use
the facilities until I was taken away, because I knew too well what would
happen otherwise. An hour later, already in pain from the whole-body sunburn,
I was brought to Mistress Gail's cottage. She was standing in the middle
of the room with a large leather strap in her hand, flicking it idly into
her palm. She looked gorgeous, dressed in her black leather dominatrix
outfit, and I noticed her long boots had more muck on them now then they
had had before. I crawled over to her, terrified by her and yet deeply
in love with her. I wanted her not to be angry with me any more. I leaned
over suddenly, without being asked, without even thinking, and licked some
of the muck from her boot, hoping desperately that that would please her.
But she would not be deterred.
"There'll be time for that later, dickbrain," she said to me. Then she
tied me over a cold metal bar, sticking my ass high in the air, leaving
my legs straight and flat, open to her attack. She placed her fingernails
on my sunburned legs and ran them roughly up my ass. Like scratching a
bad itch, it felt excruciatingly painful and extremely delicious simultaneously.
Mistress Gail kneaded and twisted my ass cheeks. I felt her take hold of
a couple of strands of hair on my balls, and then pull sharply, yanking
them out. Then she said quietly:
"Forty strokes today, slave, and then you can show your gratitude by
licking my boots as clean as a hospital."
I knew the routine by now. After three weeks, I knew how to count each
stroke and say: "Thank you, Mistress Gail." I knew what was happening here, and I knew
Gail was enjoying her newfound dominance over me and my newfound desperate
attentiveness to her.
But I had never known pain like this before. I screamed for mercy after
the first blow:
"OWW! Oh please, Mistress Gail, I can't take this!"
But I knew, despite the extreme pain, that the stroke itself had been
relatively light, and that much worse would follow. As Mistress Gail worked
her way up and down my ass and legs, I felt like the skin was being ripped
off me, layer by layer.
"OWWW! OHH Please, Mistress Gail. OH. Help me, Oh Nooo, Oh, OHH!" I
gasped for breath. I struggled, I screamed and I cried. Big, real screams,
big, real tears. I had not screamed so loudly or begged so honestly since
I was a little boy. I pulled at my bonds with every ounce of my strength.
"OWWWWW!!! ACHHH, AHH, OHH, PLEEEASE!!"
Suddenly I felt a strange release. A release of everything I was holding
back. All the tension, all the effort, all the pressure. I could sense
it all rush out of me, and it seemed to take my breath away. It seemed
to lift my very soul out of my body. I felt as though I watched the scene
from a distance. It was not me who screamed and pleaded. It was not my
body wracked with pain. I could see my Mistress Gail standing over me, her
arm raising and lowering, giving an extra motion with her body at the end
of a stroke so that the leather strap would strike me that much harder.
And I saw her place every stroke perfectly across me.
And I was overcome with how beautiful my Mistress looked, how radiant
her eyes were, how alive she looked all over, how her hair caught the rays
of the powerful sun. And I wanted to worship this goddess. I was no longer
bound over the railing, I was bowing to my perfect goddess of passion and
humility. It was not that I would not disobey my goddess, it was that it
was my joyful duty to worship her. And I cried not from pain but from love.
And I saw my body quiver, and white jets of come fall to the floor in front
of me. And I wondered how it would taste mixed with the muck on my Mistress's
boots.